Necrosis

Are you enough?
When I mean to say I love you
Words would cling into my thoughts
Clutching for faith where there is none
Seeking for peace in a barren place.
And that’s not serenity for then
I stay still in the snow
Wait for it to freeze around my eyes
To build the frost, to grow inside of me
Like the parasitic child grows inside of a mother’s womb
To change her
To change itself,
To become enough.